Officially Coo-Coo

That would be me according to Keith and really I can't blame him. He has to hear me whine over what I want done and DONE RIGHT NOW!

Last night I almost cried over my kitchen cabinets and that is the truth. It may not make sense to you my gentle friends and family but makes complete sense to me. I didn't hate them at first. It was more of a sense of disappointment, but the longer I look at them the more I despise them. But yet, I am afraid that if I do anything to them permanent, I will screw it up and make a bad situation even worse.

I have become acutely aware of 'builder-grade' options in this house as I had no say what the builder put into it. The house was done being built a year ago September and we didn't find it until May. Builders are out to turn a buck and maybe not give you the best of the best. And this guy made a pretty dime--- I found that out exactly what he made when he sold us this house through a friend with connections!=)

If he made a pretty dime, then I should have pretty cabinents!!!

I also had a sense of guilt last night that I should be grateful that I have a brand new house no matter what is on the inside of it. Nobody has put their cooties on anything except us and trying to change brand new stuff is wasteful, and most everyone else would really appreciate it. I have become even more aware of that as in the last few weeks, Keith has given away a lot of our castoffs to soldiers who needed it. Not wanted it- but really needed it.

After a goodnight of sleep, because I haven't had one in awhile, I think I have come back to reality. I called a the hardwood floor guy to come out and give me an estimate to make me feel better. Anyone need carpet??